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TW//hockey stick janto!


Name: Throughout Time and Space
Rating: NC-17
Author: [info]bassair
Artist: [info]explodeyy
Fandom: Torchwood/briefly Doctor Who
Pairing: Jack/Ianto (brief Jack/OMC/OFC, brief implied Ianto/OFC.)
Characters: Hmm, apart from the obvious; Gwen, Martha, Rhys, Mickey, Rhiannon and co., The Doctor, Rose and maybe some others from Doctor Who. A variety of OCs (new Torchwood team members, for example).
Spoilers/Warnings: Spoilers for all of Children of Earth, some things from the books, plays and audiobooks mentioned but nothing hugely spoilery (mostly Pussca and The Sea Queen from The Sin Eaters and the Icelandic referenced thereupon.) MPreg! Swore I never would but oh well... and some minor, mostly implied femslash.
Summary: Six months on after the events of CoE, Ianto wakes up in his grave and claws his way out. But Jack’s already gone. So what does Ianto do? He chases after him, of course.
Disclaimer: I don’t own this... RTD, that jerk, owns it. I want it, but he refuses to give it to me. If he did give it to me, I give you five (although you only need one) guesses what I’d do for the first episode of series 4...?
Author’s Note: For the Torchwood Big Bang! [info]tw_bigbang
Betas: [info]skullgirl013 & [info]stuffphile
Words: 52,000+


Links to fic: [master post] [i] [ii] [iii] [iv] [v] [vi] [vii] [viii] [ix] [x] [xi] [xii] [xiii] [xiv] [xv] [xvi] [xvii] [xviii] [xix] [xx] [xxi] [xxii] [xxiii] [xxiv] [Epilogue] [acknowledgements, notes and a place you can actually comment.].

Link to art: Explodeyy’s utterly amazing art is right
HERE. So go look at it. PLEASE. And comment. Tell her how beautiful it is.

23rd-Aug-2009 09:10 pm - FIC: Of Smiles, Gwen and Naked Jack
TW//Parental advisory explicit content (
Name: Of Smiles, Gwen and Naked Jack.
Rating: NC-17
Fandom: Torchwood
Pairing/Characters: Gwen, Jack/Ianto.
Summary: In between the end of Day Two and the start of Day Three. Not a fix, just humour.
Disclaimer: Not mine. Meh.
Author’s Note: For [info]janto_x_naomily  . :D It started off as a humorous piece but just dissolved into ... porn. So ... yeah. Porn.
Beta: [info]skullgirl013  , thank you, sweetie. :)


Gwen bursts out laughing because when you’re fantasising about your boss and your co-worker having sex that’s definitely what you do. )
12th-Aug-2009 04:14 pm - FIC: What is Real, What is True
GG\\Paris2

Name: What is Real, What is True
Rating: NC-17
Fandom: Gilmore Girls
Pairing/Characters: Paris/Rory
Warnings: Femslash.
Timeline: No particular time. Just after 207: Like Mother, Like Daughter. Why do I see this turning into a series of oneshots?
Summary: Paris gets to see what Rory looks like in the mornings.
Disclaimer: I don’t own this...
Author’s Note: Sigh. I saw bunnies the first time through the Gilmore Girls and now I’m re-watching them and there they are again so I give up! lol.
Beta: skullgirl013
 

 

I can honestly say, with one hundred percent honesty and certainty, that there is no one male in my room. )
5th-Jul-2009 01:20 am - FIC: A Good Buy
TW//Janto kiss Janto kiss JANTO KISS

Name: A Good Buy
Rating: NC-17
Fandom: Torchwood
Pairing/Characters: Jack/Ianto, (Gwen mentioned.)
Spoilers: Not any huge ones, just a few vague ones for Asylum.
Summary: Jack decides he rather likes motorbikes... (Porn. A summary is necessary? REALLY?? It’s porn on a bike!)
Disclaimer: Not mine in a bazillion years.
Beta: [info]skullgirl013 
Author’s Note: Yes, I’m back from the dark side (Supernatural), brought back kicking and screaming by the AWESOME radio plays. Specifically The Dead Line. I’m glad to be back (even if the Dark Side does have Jensen Ackles’ ass (and such a pretty ass it is too) and the epic love of J2 (if you don't know what that is, that’s fine) and all that) and I now bring you...........PORN! As always. ;) Didja miss me?
Author’s Note #2: So I’ve been writing Supernatural fic recently, as previously mentioned, which is all longing, emotive, forbidden-love, waited-so-long, desperation-sex. This is none of that. This is porn. The purest of porns. It’s two men, a bike and porn. Do I need to say anything more?


 

... Probably get arrested for public indecency. Again. )
23rd-Jun-2009 05:26 pm - FIC: Come for a Ride
SPN\\Straight...really

Name: Come for a Ride
Rating: NC-17. It’s for Jen’s birthday.
Fandom: Supernatural RPS
Pairing: Jensen Ackles/Jared Padalecki (BECAUSE IT’S LOVE DUHHHHH!)
Warning/Kinks: Riding… laps… RPS… slash… kinkiness… two hot guys doing things my mother would disapprove of… stuff I’ve written that will send me straight to a fiery hell by Dean’s side. Shall I continue?
Summary: It's porn. Pure porn. Is a summary even required???
Disclaimer: This is all lies. Until the day they come out, I will outwardly believe they are only friends. Lies, people, lies!
Author’s Note: For Jen’s birthday. Have a fantastically awesome day, sweetheart! Love you so much!
Beta: [info]kat_sor !



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All he wanted was a beer... )

SPN\\Sam/Dean looking through small gap

Name: Whispered Words and Secret Smiles. (3/3)
Rating: NC-17
Fandom: Supernatural
Words: 9,324 (in three parts)
Pairing/Characters: Dean/Sam, John, Castiel.
Summary: From the moment Mary dies, Dean and Sam are close. Closer than usual brothers, really. This is their story.
Warnings/Spoilers: Incest, spoilers for seasons 1-3, vague for 4 after the initial episode.
Disclaimer: I don't own this.
Author’s Note: Inspired by John Winchester’s journal, typed up here.
Beta: [info]skullgirl013
Comments: PLEASE! COMMENT! It feeds the bunnies for more fic. :) Please! It makes my day so much. I will reply to all comments I receive, even if it takes me a few days. :)
Part Summary: Dean walks forward, six long strides and he’s in front of Sam, looking down at him because he’s sat on the desk and says, “Give me one good reason why we should wait.”
Extra note:  Oh, wow, this got rec'd on[info]crack_impala.  Thank you so much!



-Part 1- -Part 2- -Part 3-

 

When I left. I was stood in the doorway and you called me back and you could have... and I’d ... I’d have stayed. )
SPN\\Sam/Dean looking through small gap

Name: Whispered Words and Secret Smiles. (2/3)
Rating: NC-17
Fandom: Supernatural
Words: 9,324 (in three parts)
Pairing/Characters: Dean/Sam, John, Castiel.
Summary: From the moment Mary dies, Dean and Sam are close. Closer than usual brothers, really. This is their story.
Warnings/Spoilers: Incest, spoilers for seasons 1-3, vague for 4 after the initial episode.
Disclaimer: I don't own this.
Author’s Note: Inspired by John Winchester’s journal, typed up here.
Beta: [info]skullgirl013
Comments: PLEASE! COMMENT! It feeds the bunnies for more fic. :) Please! It makes my day so much.  I will reply to all comments I receive, even if it takes me a few days. :)
Part Summary: Dean doesn’t move. He just lies there. Completely still. His fingers play over his lips. He’s old enough to know kissing your brother is wrong. He knows he should feel so disgusted. But instead he just holds onto that moment in his head and the feeling of Sam’s lips on his.
Extra note:  Oh, wow, this got rec'd on[info]crack_impala.  Thank you so much!


-Part 1- -Part 2- -Part 3-

Sam looks back. Dean isn’t sure he knows what he asked. Dean isn’t sure what he asked. Why sorry or why did he kiss him? )


SPN\\Sam/Dean looking through small gap

Name: Whispered Words and Secret Smiles. (1/3)
Rating: NC-17
Fandom: Supernatural
Words: 9,324 (in three parts)
Pairing/Characters: Dean/Sam, John, Castiel.
Summary: From the moment Mary dies, Dean and Sam are close. Closer than usual brothers, really. This is their story.
Warnings/Spoilers: Incest, spoilers for seasons 1-3, vague for 4 after the initial episode.
Disclaimer: I don't own this.
Author’s Note: Inspired by John Winchester’s journal, typed up here.
Beta: [info]skullgirl013
Comments: PLEASE! COMMENT! It feeds the bunnies for more fic. :) Please! It makes my day so much.
Part Summary: He watches the crib for an hour without going to sleep. He feels his eyelids getting heavy but he fights it off. He fights it off every time his eyes start to close. Because if he blinks, Sammy could be gone, too, when he wakes.
Extra note:  Oh, wow, this got rec'd on[info]crack_impala.  Thank you so much!


-Part 1- -Part 2- -Part 3-


Part 1

Dean’s starting to realise they’re not even slightly normal. But that’s okay, he thinks. He thinks that’s okay as long as he’s with Sam. )

SPN\\Sam/Dean kiss

Name: That Which He Cannot Have Anymore
Rating: NC-17
Fandom: Supernatural
Words: 3,771
Pairing: Dean/Sam
Warnings: Torture, porn, wincest, more torture, angst, underage!Sam. Darkness.
Spoilers: Uh. Season 4, what happened in Hell. Vague for what's going on with Sam. 
Summary: It takes thirty years for Dean to break because of Sam.
Disclaimer: Yikes. Not mine.
Author’s Note: So, this came to me last night and I wrote half of it out in a pad and the rest I wrote now.
Beta: skullgirl013


So, my beautiful beta, skullgirl013, wrote a companion piece to this :D. You can find it here. Go read it when you finish this fic! Go!

 

Sam. Sam. Sam. Dean won't forget. He won't let this thought go away. )
SPN\\Sam/Dean kiss

Name: Defiance and Release (Screw you, Dad)
Rating: NC-17
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Summary: Set after 2.02 – Everyone Loves a Clown, Dean and Sam need a release, even if it hurts.
Warning: Spoilers for the start of season 2.
Disclaimer: Not mine.
Author’s Note: Written at 1.30am. Blame that. And Jen’s influence.
Beta: skullgirl013

 

Sam says his name, barely a pleading whimper. )
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